18.

This past week has been pretty bad, stressful, liberating, nauseating, and everything else.

I'll be glad when this week is over too.

I'm secretly excited for Sunday. I don't have a good reason to be but if that something does happen I will need to remember to do what I should have done a year ago. And if it doesn't, then it's time to let it go once and for all and move on, even if it's painful at first.

But for now, for the next week, I'll keep holding on. And let this get me through.