Psych exam tomorrow. So NOT psyched for it. I'm so lucky it's on the brain and sensation/perception - basically a review of grade 12 biology. Which I took four years ago....
And then an English paper I haven't started yet is due Thursday.
And I work 9:15 - 5:15 Saturday.
This week is looking as promising as last week. Sigh.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Monday, October 10, 2011
8. 'Cuz We're All Just Skeletons
Why is everyone having babies/getting married?
[agressively whispers] I want to know. Is there some secret?
=(
Time to leave this world, jump out of an airplane and disappear for a while.
[agressively whispers] I want to know. Is there some secret?
=(
Time to leave this world, jump out of an airplane and disappear for a while.
7. We're Going Up Against the Crowd
Okay, like I've said before, I'm the worst person for updating blogs.
School is meh. As always it seems. I was having this discussion with my Religious Studies prof. and determined that it's probably because it's my final year of Post-Secondary. I'm so, so ready to be done and just get on with life. The majority of my classes this year are electives because I've finished all the requirements (with the exception of my Earth Science and 20th Cent. Music Theory this semester and English next semester) and just need the credits. So a lot of classes are things that are things I don't want to take and are slightly sketch because of that.
Work is never any better. I've been a supervisor since last September... which doesn't mean that much. Work itself looks nicer and more updated since the renovations earlier this year. But the customers are getting sketchier as time goes on. And I'm ready to move on from there and start something new... especially something that can support me living away from home.
I'm in a band now, again. This is pretty legit though. We have about 3 1/2 songs done (that just need bass and drums added). We're constantly getting more ideas though. Heading off to practice tonight. I'm really stoked for it but I'm slightly annoyed that it's only been me and the singer/keyboardist who have shown up for any of the practices. (Okay, so the other guitarist came once when we were figuring out what kind of sound we wanted and the drummer came once as well). It's not a huge deal since we have just started and she's the main music writer and I'm the main lyricist, at this point anyways.
Since the summer I've been getting back to being closer to God. For a while I was just going through the motions but for some reason, this person I met over the summer challenged me (unintentionally actually). I have this daily devotion book that I got as a gift but I never opened it. So finally I did and this weird feeling I've never really had came over me. It was crazy but I don't want to lose it. The only way to describe it was this understanding about a pure love that caused my soul and heart to be extremely thirsty as if no amount of that understanding would be enough. It was crazy; I don't quite understand it but I also wanted it to never go away.
Right now I have to say that my biggest question is what next. It's the stupidest, hardest, most broadly answerable question I've ever known. And that I don't have an answer to. It makes my head spin. Ugh.
School is meh. As always it seems. I was having this discussion with my Religious Studies prof. and determined that it's probably because it's my final year of Post-Secondary. I'm so, so ready to be done and just get on with life. The majority of my classes this year are electives because I've finished all the requirements (with the exception of my Earth Science and 20th Cent. Music Theory this semester and English next semester) and just need the credits. So a lot of classes are things that are things I don't want to take and are slightly sketch because of that.
Work is never any better. I've been a supervisor since last September... which doesn't mean that much. Work itself looks nicer and more updated since the renovations earlier this year. But the customers are getting sketchier as time goes on. And I'm ready to move on from there and start something new... especially something that can support me living away from home.
I'm in a band now, again. This is pretty legit though. We have about 3 1/2 songs done (that just need bass and drums added). We're constantly getting more ideas though. Heading off to practice tonight. I'm really stoked for it but I'm slightly annoyed that it's only been me and the singer/keyboardist who have shown up for any of the practices. (Okay, so the other guitarist came once when we were figuring out what kind of sound we wanted and the drummer came once as well). It's not a huge deal since we have just started and she's the main music writer and I'm the main lyricist, at this point anyways.
Since the summer I've been getting back to being closer to God. For a while I was just going through the motions but for some reason, this person I met over the summer challenged me (unintentionally actually). I have this daily devotion book that I got as a gift but I never opened it. So finally I did and this weird feeling I've never really had came over me. It was crazy but I don't want to lose it. The only way to describe it was this understanding about a pure love that caused my soul and heart to be extremely thirsty as if no amount of that understanding would be enough. It was crazy; I don't quite understand it but I also wanted it to never go away.
Right now I have to say that my biggest question is what next. It's the stupidest, hardest, most broadly answerable question I've ever known. And that I don't have an answer to. It makes my head spin. Ugh.
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