15. How Long Must I Wait

Haha, if this is a test, can I fail? :(

14. Tale of Tissues, Bones, Souls

There are time that I just want to pour my heart out to someone, let it gush completely out, so there is not a secret left scarred into these bones.

I just want someone to listen to my side of the story; even my heartbreaks and failings and hurts.

I don't want to feel alone on this planet.


I feel closer when the music rushes through my soul.

13.

I've just pretty much given up on finding anyone. I'm kind of sick and tired of seeing people I use to know getting engaged too. There is only one potential I can think of right now and honestly I don't even care anymore. It's just too hard to care for people, and I'm quite done caring for people who couldn't give the slightest about me. It's exhausting and never seems to be worth the effort. What I want and what I need are two different things; what I do and what I get in the end never match up.

Maybe I'm suppose to do this - just focus on my music and stuff instead without all the other crap getting in the way.