19. Face On the Floor

18.

This past week has been pretty bad, stressful, liberating, nauseating, and everything else.

I'll be glad when this week is over too.

I'm secretly excited for Sunday. I don't have a good reason to be but if that something does happen I will need to remember to do what I should have done a year ago. And if it doesn't, then it's time to let it go once and for all and move on, even if it's painful at first.

But for now, for the next week, I'll keep holding on. And let this get me through.

17.

This has been a bad week. Sunday come sooner. Please?

16. According to You

Jennifer Batten and Orianthi are my guitar heroes. Enough said.

15. How Long Must I Wait

Haha, if this is a test, can I fail? :(

14. Tale of Tissues, Bones, Souls

There are time that I just want to pour my heart out to someone, let it gush completely out, so there is not a secret left scarred into these bones.

I just want someone to listen to my side of the story; even my heartbreaks and failings and hurts.

I don't want to feel alone on this planet.


I feel closer when the music rushes through my soul.

13.

I've just pretty much given up on finding anyone. I'm kind of sick and tired of seeing people I use to know getting engaged too. There is only one potential I can think of right now and honestly I don't even care anymore. It's just too hard to care for people, and I'm quite done caring for people who couldn't give the slightest about me. It's exhausting and never seems to be worth the effort. What I want and what I need are two different things; what I do and what I get in the end never match up.

Maybe I'm suppose to do this - just focus on my music and stuff instead without all the other crap getting in the way.

12. If This Is Life Wake Me Up.

If this is what they call living, stop me from what I've been doing.

Maybe I should just take the next year and travel, even if it's a road trip through the US and Canada? It's looking more and more beautiful.

11. An Old Fairy Tale Told Me

Okay. 3 episodes into the show and I'm in love. Once Upon a Time is soooo freaking amazing! Ugh, my heart! Prince Charming aka James and the sheriff are so good looking haha. But seriously, big bad wolf anybody? Heidi called that in episode 2 so we'll see if it comes true [getting some vibes from The 10th Kingdom there]. I'm hoping his back story comes in episode 6 or 7 (The Shepherd or The Heart Is a Lonely Hunter respectively). So it was Snow White and her prince's back story this week and next week is Cinderella.

Seeing as some inspiration got pulled from fairy tales and Disney I'm hoping we get some Beauty and the Beast & The Frog Prince (!!!).

Can't wait for next week!!!!

10. Seven Days of Torture, Seven Days of Bitter

Psych exam tomorrow. So NOT psyched for it. I'm so lucky it's on the brain and sensation/perception - basically a review of grade 12 biology. Which I took four years ago....

And then an English paper I haven't started yet is due Thursday.

And I work 9:15 - 5:15 Saturday.



This week is looking as promising as last week. Sigh.